[ The thing about asking to talk later is that it would have been beneficial to tell Gentaro where they would be meeting. When he realized his mistake, he quickly texts Gentaro to meet at his room--Gentaro's room, lest he mix that up too in a text.
So that's why he knocks at Gentaro's door. Is he there...? ]
[ Gentaro's smile catches him off guard, but he smiles back anyway and walks inside. He kinda doesn't want to talk about his victory. He's awkward, but he wouldnt want to rub it in.
But despite saying that he wanted to talk with Gentaro, now that he's here, he's not sure what to say, so he gives him a small kiss on the lips, short and chaste. ]
[ Despite his disappointment in his own results, he's more happy than jealous or upset. In the end, those whose wishes were granted are kind; their wishes are for other people, and he appreciates that.
Besides, how can he be anything but happy when Rene had cried out of sheer happiness and relief?
But, to here and now. The kiss isn't something he'd expected, but it is something he'd hoped for. Brief as it is, he returns it before placing his hands on Rene's shoulders. He leans up, kissing him again, lingering just a little longer than the first. ]
[ He can feel his heart hammering in his chest. Unlike most other kisses and things he had in this resort, he feels like this simple kiss is something he wants more than anything else. Rene knows why, though. He knows— ]
Gentaro.
[ He quietly breathes in. ]
I want to visit my brothers to see if they're okay and let them know that I'll be leaving.
[ To Rene, this is a huge decision. He would never leave his brothers behind when they're still in the horrid state their uncle left them as, but the situation has changed. It's time to finally leave the nest that he and his brothers have made for each other after their parents physically left their lives. ]
After that, I want to go with you.
[ He doesn't think Gentaro will go anywhere else but return to his home world due to what he wanted for his wish. Rene's voice is brimming with certainty despite the anxiety and that's because— ]
[ Even more than the kiss, Gentaro hadn't expected this. It's painfully obvious that he's caught off-guard. At the worst times, his mind races a thousand miles a minute.
He wants Rene to go with him. It's just-- if Rene sees how he really is, he isn't sure what would happen. The urge to shy away and retreat into himself, to close himself off is tempting, and he-- ]
Then my home shall become yours.
[ He takes a leap of faith. ]
I'm very fond of you, too. Having you by my side would be a victory of its own.
[ He might not have won, his wish ungranted, but that's fine. They'll figure it out.
It's okay, truly. He won't have to say goodbye to another person who's made a home in his heart. ]
[ Rene smiles back, his face reddening a little. Ahhh, he's embarrassed, but he doesn't want to run. Instead, he walks over to Gentaro and gives him a hug. Just the right size for cuddles. Rene loves it. ]
Thanks. I, um...
[ He laughs a little nervously, hugging Gentaro tight so that he doesn't have to see how awkward his face looks like now. ]
[ It's the sort of hug he's weak to, and one that Gentaro automatically eases into and returns. It's even more so when Rene's the one holding him like this. If Gentaro hadn't known already how he felt, this absolutely would have been the moment it clicked.
Gentaro doesn't mind that he can't look at Rene; there's plenty of time for that when he joins him in Shibuya. The thought makes his heart race just a little more. He rests his head against his shoulder and lets out a quiet hum. ]
I'm very glad you did. [ His voice is soft, fond. ] You know, when I came here, I hadn't anticipated that I would find someone I care so deeply about. You proved me very wrong. I wouldn't change a thing about my time here.
If you say such sweet things, I may never let you go.
[ It's nice, and Gentaro sways with him. It's surprising--and perhaps a bit terrifying--to feel so content, so secure. Of course... he has his fears about Rene going with him to his world.
But that just means he'll do anything to protect him. ]
I do hope you'll like it there. [ a pause. ] Though, I hope you are prepared for the ultimate test: meeting Ramuda and Dice.
[ At least that's what Rene remembers from the profile... He makes sure to settle on the edge of the bed with Gentaro in tow. He can either sit on Rene's lap or on the bed next to him. His choice--if he chooses the latter, Rene will loosen the hug so he can get there. ]
[ He isn't going to pass up a chance to sit in his lap. Gentaro lightly loops his arms around his neck. ]
Dice is a homeless gambler who eats only when we feed him and spends all of the money I give him on... well, gambling. [ But it's clear he isn't actually annoyed. ] He is also fiercely loyal and protective. He's terribly easy to tease, too. I suggest mercilessly doing so when you meet him.
As for Ramuda, he's our leader. His stature is far from intimidating, but he easily makes up for it in other ways. He's a fashion designer, and a very popular one, at that. Being around him often makes you feel as if you're being pulled into a storm, but one that's far more exciting and thrilling rather than dangerous.
Ramuda is the one who invited me to join his team. I was, naturally, skeptical. Ramuda was once part of a legendary rap group, and when they disbanded, they all created teams of their own. Without Dice and Ramuda... I wouldn't have come here, as I had no reason to.
[ Poor Dice. Rene understands that feeling because he also gets bullied affectionately a lot too. And Ramuda sure sounds like a Person. He's not sure if he can deal with that sort of personality. Rene's the type to hate crowds, so. ]
I see. They're a lot more important than I gave them credit for.
[ They might as well be like Gentaro's own family. ]
[ Gentaro hums softly, resting his head on Rene's shoulder. He's still getting used to affection, but it's easy with him. ]
They're very much my family. [ Confirming Rene's thought, there. ] I have no doubt they'll accept you. Dice is fairly easy: just give him food. Ramuda might be a handful sometimes, but he's quite good at interacting with people.
He may even create a design inspired by you, if you're amenable.
[ He can finally say coherent words. Thank. The way Gentaro touches their foreheads together, the way he looks at him, his voice soft... Rene feels like he'll melt. His heart beats fast. ]
I didn't expect anything out of this dating game, but I'm glad I got to meet someone that I like—enough to have feelings over.
[ Even now, it kind of feels like this moment and everything before it has been a dream, one he never wants to wake up from. This is very much real, though. Rene is here, holding him, solid and warm and lovely. ]
I especially didn't think I would find someone to want to stay by my side and come home with me.
[ Rene never really had a desire to see the world, or any other world for that matter. He was content in his bedroom in front of a computer, programming a new thing or playing on his piano. He doesn't like crowds and believes that he isn't good with people. ]
I think it's worth it... to take the chance with you.
[ But he'll be leaving his brothers for the first time, taking his first step elsewhere. Rene will have Gentaro, and he thinks that will be just fine. ]
[ Sometimes, when Gentaro is overwhelmed with emotion, he isn't sure what to do. For an author who knows how to pour those feelings into his work, he's less talented when it comes to himself.
As he looks at Rene and listens, this time, he know what to do. ]
I'll gladly take your hand and walk into the unknown with you.
[ Dramatic, but it's genuine and honest. Gentaro takes in a quiet breath, then kisses Rene. It lingers, warm and gentle and loving. ]
[ It's the bit of dramatic flair that makes Gentaro who he is, and Rene actually likes it. He's endeared to it. Rene returns the kiss with equal amounts of tender feelings behind it, feeling like he's on cloud nine. ]
[ It's surprisingly wonderful that he's found people--not just Rene--that accept just how weird he is. Even more than that, Rene cares about him.
He's still worried about his biggest lie, but-- Gentaro will just have to cross that bridge when they come to it. Pulling away from the kiss, he brushes a bit of hair out of his eyes. ]
I should warn you that there will be no shortage of adventure. [ A smile, eyes bright with teasing. ] I hope you won't mind.
[ It really does feel wonderful. Gentaro lets out a soft sigh as he reaches up to run his fingers through Rene's hair. ]
I expect no less from you.
[ He plays with his hair, then kisses his cheek. It's the warm, gentle affection that makes his heart race. Never once before this had he thought he'd have something like this. Part of him still thinks he'll wake up and it'll be a dream. ]
Would you like to lay down? I'm not particularly interested in going anywhere after all of this.
[ Right now, all he wants to do is bask in Rene's warmth and affection. ]
[ Gentaro doesn't think he'll ever get used to how Rene makes him feel. It's little gestures like leaning into him that wrap around his heart and squeeze sweetly.
The question, too. He smiles gently, then kisses him. ]
I would be honored to meet them. I'd like them to meet the person their brother wants to be with, too.
[ He feels a little nervous even with the kiss, but Rene tries to make himself get over it. It'll be fine! It'll be fine. Rene returns a short kiss on the cheek. ]
Then I hope you'll be ready for a last minute departure. We can leave tomorrow.
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So that's why he knocks at Gentaro's door. Is he there...? ]
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He greets him with a smile--it's soft and warm, moreso than any other smile Rene--or anyone else, for that matter--has seen. ]
Hello, Rene. Please come in.
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But despite saying that he wanted to talk with Gentaro, now that he's here, he's not sure what to say, so he gives him a small kiss on the lips, short and chaste. ]
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Besides, how can he be anything but happy when Rene had cried out of sheer happiness and relief?
But, to here and now. The kiss isn't something he'd expected, but it is something he'd hoped for. Brief as it is, he returns it before placing his hands on Rene's shoulders. He leans up, kissing him again, lingering just a little longer than the first. ]
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Gentaro.
[ He quietly breathes in. ]
I want to visit my brothers to see if they're okay and let them know that I'll be leaving.
[ To Rene, this is a huge decision. He would never leave his brothers behind when they're still in the horrid state their uncle left them as, but the situation has changed. It's time to finally leave the nest that he and his brothers have made for each other after their parents physically left their lives. ]
After that, I want to go with you.
[ He doesn't think Gentaro will go anywhere else but return to his home world due to what he wanted for his wish. Rene's voice is brimming with certainty despite the anxiety and that's because— ]
I like you, Gentaro.
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He wants Rene to go with him. It's just-- if Rene sees how he really is, he isn't sure what would happen. The urge to shy away and retreat into himself, to close himself off is tempting, and he-- ]
Then my home shall become yours.
[ He takes a leap of faith. ]
I'm very fond of you, too. Having you by my side would be a victory of its own.
[ He might not have won, his wish ungranted, but that's fine. They'll figure it out.
It's okay, truly. He won't have to say goodbye to another person who's made a home in his heart. ]
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Thanks. I, um...
[ He laughs a little nervously, hugging Gentaro tight so that he doesn't have to see how awkward his face looks like now. ]
... that's what I wanted to tell you.
[ He didn't come here with rucking in mind. ]
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Gentaro doesn't mind that he can't look at Rene; there's plenty of time for that when he joins him in Shibuya. The thought makes his heart race just a little more. He rests his head against his shoulder and lets out a quiet hum. ]
I'm very glad you did. [ His voice is soft, fond. ] You know, when I came here, I hadn't anticipated that I would find someone I care so deeply about. You proved me very wrong. I wouldn't change a thing about my time here.
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That's how they get you, but... maybe I won't mind it for once.
[ He sways Gentaro a little side to side while hugging. ]
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[ It's nice, and Gentaro sways with him. It's surprising--and perhaps a bit terrifying--to feel so content, so secure. Of course... he has his fears about Rene going with him to his world.
But that just means he'll do anything to protect him. ]
I do hope you'll like it there. [ a pause. ] Though, I hope you are prepared for the ultimate test: meeting Ramuda and Dice.
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[ At least that's what Rene remembers from the profile... He makes sure to settle on the edge of the bed with Gentaro in tow. He can either sit on Rene's lap or on the bed next to him. His choice--if he chooses the latter, Rene will loosen the hug so he can get there. ]
What are they like?
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[ He isn't going to pass up a chance to sit in his lap. Gentaro lightly loops his arms around his neck. ]
Dice is a homeless gambler who eats only when we feed him and spends all of the money I give him on... well, gambling. [ But it's clear he isn't actually annoyed. ] He is also fiercely loyal and protective. He's terribly easy to tease, too. I suggest mercilessly doing so when you meet him.
As for Ramuda, he's our leader. His stature is far from intimidating, but he easily makes up for it in other ways. He's a fashion designer, and a very popular one, at that. Being around him often makes you feel as if you're being pulled into a storm, but one that's far more exciting and thrilling rather than dangerous.
Ramuda is the one who invited me to join his team. I was, naturally, skeptical. Ramuda was once part of a legendary rap group, and when they disbanded, they all created teams of their own. Without Dice and Ramuda... I wouldn't have come here, as I had no reason to.
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I see. They're a lot more important than I gave them credit for.
[ They might as well be like Gentaro's own family. ]
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They're very much my family. [ Confirming Rene's thought, there. ] I have no doubt they'll accept you. Dice is fairly easy: just give him food. Ramuda might be a handful sometimes, but he's quite good at interacting with people.
He may even create a design inspired by you, if you're amenable.
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A design inspired by me?
[ He can inspire people?? Huh?? Well. That sounds cool. ]
I have a feeling that I might be the one that's teased...
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Gentaro lifts his head and rests a hand against his cheek. His expression is soft, softer than anything he's shown here so far. ]
Yes, inspired by you. Ramuda does have an eye for beauty and loveliness, after all.
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I... well...
[ He finds it hard to deny, but only because Gentaro is saying it. He just huffs a little. ]
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Gentaro chuckles softly and touches their foreheads together. Just like that look in his eyes, his voice is soft. ]
I believe this goes without saying, but I'm grateful we met.
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[ He can finally say coherent words. Thank. The way Gentaro touches their foreheads together, the way he looks at him, his voice soft... Rene feels like he'll melt. His heart beats fast. ]
I didn't expect anything out of this dating game, but I'm glad I got to meet someone that I like—enough to have feelings over.
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[ Even now, it kind of feels like this moment and everything before it has been a dream, one he never wants to wake up from. This is very much real, though. Rene is here, holding him, solid and warm and lovely. ]
I especially didn't think I would find someone to want to stay by my side and come home with me.
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I think it's worth it... to take the chance with you.
[ But he'll be leaving his brothers for the first time, taking his first step elsewhere. Rene will have Gentaro, and he thinks that will be just fine. ]
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As he looks at Rene and listens, this time, he know what to do. ]
I'll gladly take your hand and walk into the unknown with you.
[ Dramatic, but it's genuine and honest. Gentaro takes in a quiet breath, then kisses Rene. It lingers, warm and gentle and loving. ]
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He's still worried about his biggest lie, but-- Gentaro will just have to cross that bridge when they come to it. Pulling away from the kiss, he brushes a bit of hair out of his eyes. ]
I should warn you that there will be no shortage of adventure. [ A smile, eyes bright with teasing. ] I hope you won't mind.
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... As long as I'm with you, I think I'll be okay.
[ He pulls Gentaro in for a hug. ]
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He hugs him back and presses a kiss to his forehead. ]
Mm. I'll take care of you, Rene.
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Unlike some people in the resort, he's not usually the one to initiate sex right off the bat, so perhaps Gentaro can rest easy... ]
I know you will. Thanks. But I don't like being so helpless either, so I'm going to take care of myself too.
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I expect no less from you.
[ He plays with his hair, then kisses his cheek. It's the warm, gentle affection that makes his heart race. Never once before this had he thought he'd have something like this. Part of him still thinks he'll wake up and it'll be a dream. ]
Would you like to lay down? I'm not particularly interested in going anywhere after all of this.
[ Right now, all he wants to do is bask in Rene's warmth and affection. ]
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Feel free to get comfortable.
[ He loosens his hold on Gentaro, in case if he wants to lie down on the bed instead of, well, him. ]
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That'll hardly be a challenge, since you are very comfortable.
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All Rene can do is stare at Gentaro for a bit before looking off to the side in slight embarrassment. ]
I didn't take you for such a cheese master...
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Mm, I'm full of surprises. [ He pauses, hesitates. ] ... I'm looking forward to your learning them.
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[ He leans into Gentaro's fingers a little. ]
Will you wait for me when I go see my brothers tomorrow? Or did you want to see them too? Like I said, it won't take long.
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The question, too. He smiles gently, then kisses him. ]
I would be honored to meet them. I'd like them to meet the person their brother wants to be with, too.
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[ He feels a little nervous even with the kiss, but Rene tries to make himself get over it. It'll be fine! It'll be fine. Rene returns a short kiss on the cheek. ]
Then I hope you'll be ready for a last minute departure. We can leave tomorrow.
apparently i did not in fact tag this back
[ He brushes the hair out of Rene's eyes. Gently, he places a kiss on his forehead. ]
I'll follow you wherever you go, Rene.
apparently i didnt either???? somehow
[ Rene knows he should believe Gentaro when he says that, and it really makes him flustered when the meaning of those words sink in. ]
You're so cheesy.
[ We can fast forward from here if you'd like!! ]