[ He says it with complete conviction. Fai is sincere. That they both wear masks every day--though he isn't sure how deep Fai's runs--means nothing when they're alone like this. Gentaro's never believed he could have something like this.
His gaze softens, and he finally admits to himself, I'm in love.
The impact of that realization nearly knocks the breath out of him. Gentaro wraps his arms around his neck, pulling him flush against him as he leans back. Not a moment later, he kisses him, deep and languid and filled with all the things he can't quite give voice to. ]
[ That kiss is just about everything he wants—emotions left unsaid that can easily be expressed in the way their bodies press together, the way his tongue slides against Gentaro's. He can't help the soft groan that escapes him, a hand resting against Gentaro's chest, right where his heart is.
Eventually, he reluctantly breaks the kiss, his lips still hovering right against Gentaro's. ]
[ Underneath Fai's palm, his heart quickens and beats harder. That groan, the touch--it's everything. Gentaro steals another kiss greedily and runs his hand through his hair. ]
And here I was beginning to wonder if you would. [ He squeezes Fai's hand. ] You don't have to ask. I've already given my heart to you. The rest--especially this--is easy to give.
[ He laughs, a soft huff, as he presses a kiss to Gentaro's cheek. ]
Then let me no longer keep you waiting.
[ Fai has done this many times, but in this moment? He feels nervous, his heartbeat mirroring the quickness with which Gentaro's beats. Letting out a slow breath, he pours more lube over himself before grabbing onto Gentaro's hip, lining their bodies up before slowly sliding himself in.
[ The tenderness Fai has shown him makes his heart ache. His eyes soften, and Gentaro holds onto both of his shoulders. Needless to say, he's nervous, too. Now, he can freely admit that he trusts Fai with everything he is. That overpowers anything else.
It takes a few moments for Gentaro to adjust, but when he does, he lets out a shuddering breath. He doesn't close his own eyes just yet, because he wants to etch this moment into his memory forever. He gazes up at Fai with pupils blown wide, but it's a look of wonder and affection and love. He looks up at Fai like he's hung the moon and the stars and the sun in the sky. ]
[ Gentaro feels incredible around him, hot and tight around his cock, but also warm and solid underneath and around him. In all honesty, he feels perfect. He looks down at Gentaro after he slowly opens his eyes, his cheeks flushed and his lips slightly parted as he pants softly. ]
You… really are amazing.
[ In the way he feels, the way he looks, the way he makes Fai himself feel… sharing a moment as intimate as this is a first for Fai, but it’s one he wants to commit to memory. That’s why he doesn’t move for a few moments, simply gazing back down at Gentaro instead. He wants to etch that look in his eyes into his memory, to keep and hold safe whenever he needs it.
Letting his heart feel full like this is much, much nicer than he ever thought it would be.
Yet he can’t stay like this forever, as much as he wants to. So, he starts to rock into Gentaro, slow and sweet. ]
[ Amazing... Gentaro still isn't sure about that. But all the same, Fai makes it all to easy to want to believe. He doesn't think it'll ever stop feeling that way. He hopes it never will. And from the way Gentaro's breath catches at the praise, it should be all too obvious how much it affects him.
He loops his arms around Fai's neck, eyes fluttering shut as Fai moves. How good it feels is impossible to hold back, and Gentaro lets out a low moan. Not content to be solely passive, Gentaro hooks a leg around Fai's hip and rolls his hips. It's still all so new, but the overwhelming love and trust he has for him bolsters his confidence.
Pulling Fai closer, he nuzzles against his neck, then gently bites. ]
[ That confidence is absolutely not lost on Fai, and neither is the way Gentaro’s breath catches at the praise. Of course, it’s hard not to let his own thoughts turn to pure mush when Gentaro’s leg is wrapped warm and solid around his hip and his teeth are pressing into his skin.
Fai moans, his thrusts getting harder without him realizing it. Seems like he can’t help himself with a force as powerful as Gentaro is underneath him.
Thankfully, he still remembers that very, very important thing—praise. Fai tilts his head, his lips closer to Gentaro’s ear and his erratic breaths hot against his skin. ]
You feel so perfect around me. Hot… and tight. I can’t get enough.
[ Will this be the right kind of praise? Fai really has no shame, so he can cycle through everything in the book until he finds exactly what Gentaro craves. ]
[ As if it couldn't be and feel more perfect, Gentaro cries out against his neck. This might be his first (and, he hopes, not his last), but he certainly isn't made of glass. Each thrust punches a gasp out of him, breathless and overwhelmed in the best way.
His nails dig into Fai's back, almost like if he doesn't hold on, he'll break into pieces and fall away. It's difficult to not, though, with that voice and that breath against his ear-- His nails dig in deeper, a low, needy moan sounding at the praise. It goes straight to his cock, and desperate for more, Gentaro rocks against him. ]
Nnh-- [ It's hard to string a sentence together, but Gentaro is nothing if not stubborn. ] Are you enjoying... teasing me?
[ Clearly, though, he's not complaining at all, because he tightens his leg around his hip to draw him closer. ]
[ He picks up his pace, enough for it to be noticeable, but not so intense that Fai doesn’t feel like he’s about to tip right over the edge. He can’t have that happening just yet, not when he’s getting so many of those heavenly reactions out of Gentaro.
A soft laugh escapes him, eventually turning into a hiss when those fingernails of his dig right into Fai’s back. It’s right on the line of painful and pleasurable, and a small part of him hopes that Gentaro’s nails break the skin. ]
Of course I am. How can I not, when each word I say seems to bring out another one of those sounds?
[ His voice, while half breathless, still has that lilting, teasing quality to it. It’s hard to break that little habit, especially when he can use it to his advantage like this. ]
[ He's too far gone to notice that hiss. Even if he had, he couldn't stop himself from holding on tighter, nails digging in deeper. Every nerve feels like it's electrified, like he'll burn up and lose himself completely.
It's fine if it's Fai, though. More than fine--he's made himself so vulnerable, and he'd do it again and again. ]
You're a terrible tease...
[ Breathless and voice close to wrecked, he arches up into him. Gentaro draws him in closer, more than anyone else has been in body and heart. He moans right into Fai's ear, determined to draw out Fai's own lovely sounds. Wrapping both of his legs around Fai, his breath hitches. He doesn't stop there, though. ]
[ He laughs again, soft and incredibly breathless, even as Gentaro's nails dig into his back. That pain combined with the warmth of his body surrounding Fai in every conceivable way is more than enough to draw a low grown past his lips.
And another escapes, too, when Gentaro asks for more. But really, who is Fai to deny him what he wants? He certainly can't, not with the warmth blossoming in his chest and the aching desire traveling through his veins.
So, Fai gives Gentaro exactly what he wants, quickening his pace as he tries to drive himself deeper and deeper into Gentaro with each thrust. ]
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[ He says it with complete conviction. Fai is sincere. That they both wear masks every day--though he isn't sure how deep Fai's runs--means nothing when they're alone like this. Gentaro's never believed he could have something like this.
His gaze softens, and he finally admits to himself, I'm in love.
The impact of that realization nearly knocks the breath out of him. Gentaro wraps his arms around his neck, pulling him flush against him as he leans back. Not a moment later, he kisses him, deep and languid and filled with all the things he can't quite give voice to. ]
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Eventually, he reluctantly breaks the kiss, his lips still hovering right against Gentaro's. ]
May I take you now?
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And here I was beginning to wonder if you would. [ He squeezes Fai's hand. ] You don't have to ask. I've already given my heart to you. The rest--especially this--is easy to give.
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Then let me no longer keep you waiting.
[ Fai has done this many times, but in this moment? He feels nervous, his heartbeat mirroring the quickness with which Gentaro's beats. Letting out a slow breath, he pours more lube over himself before grabbing onto Gentaro's hip, lining their bodies up before slowly sliding himself in.
He groans, his eyes fluttering closed. ]
Gentaro...
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It takes a few moments for Gentaro to adjust, but when he does, he lets out a shuddering breath. He doesn't close his own eyes just yet, because he wants to etch this moment into his memory forever. He gazes up at Fai with pupils blown wide, but it's a look of wonder and affection and love. He looks up at Fai like he's hung the moon and the stars and the sun in the sky. ]
Fai--
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You… really are amazing.
[ In the way he feels, the way he looks, the way he makes Fai himself feel… sharing a moment as intimate as this is a first for Fai, but it’s one he wants to commit to memory. That’s why he doesn’t move for a few moments, simply gazing back down at Gentaro instead. He wants to etch that look in his eyes into his memory, to keep and hold safe whenever he needs it.
Letting his heart feel full like this is much, much nicer than he ever thought it would be.
Yet he can’t stay like this forever, as much as he wants to. So, he starts to rock into Gentaro, slow and sweet. ]
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He loops his arms around Fai's neck, eyes fluttering shut as Fai moves. How good it feels is impossible to hold back, and Gentaro lets out a low moan. Not content to be solely passive, Gentaro hooks a leg around Fai's hip and rolls his hips. It's still all so new, but the overwhelming love and trust he has for him bolsters his confidence.
Pulling Fai closer, he nuzzles against his neck, then gently bites. ]
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Fai moans, his thrusts getting harder without him realizing it. Seems like he can’t help himself with a force as powerful as Gentaro is underneath him.
Thankfully, he still remembers that very, very important thing—praise. Fai tilts his head, his lips closer to Gentaro’s ear and his erratic breaths hot against his skin. ]
You feel so perfect around me. Hot… and tight. I can’t get enough.
[ Will this be the right kind of praise? Fai really has no shame, so he can cycle through everything in the book until he finds exactly what Gentaro craves. ]
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His nails dig into Fai's back, almost like if he doesn't hold on, he'll break into pieces and fall away. It's difficult to not, though, with that voice and that breath against his ear-- His nails dig in deeper, a low, needy moan sounding at the praise. It goes straight to his cock, and desperate for more, Gentaro rocks against him. ]
Nnh-- [ It's hard to string a sentence together, but Gentaro is nothing if not stubborn. ] Are you enjoying... teasing me?
[ Clearly, though, he's not complaining at all, because he tightens his leg around his hip to draw him closer. ]
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A soft laugh escapes him, eventually turning into a hiss when those fingernails of his dig right into Fai’s back. It’s right on the line of painful and pleasurable, and a small part of him hopes that Gentaro’s nails break the skin. ]
Of course I am. How can I not, when each word I say seems to bring out another one of those sounds?
[ His voice, while half breathless, still has that lilting, teasing quality to it. It’s hard to break that little habit, especially when he can use it to his advantage like this. ]
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It's fine if it's Fai, though. More than fine--he's made himself so vulnerable, and he'd do it again and again. ]
You're a terrible tease...
[ Breathless and voice close to wrecked, he arches up into him. Gentaro draws him in closer, more than anyone else has been in body and heart. He moans right into Fai's ear, determined to draw out Fai's own lovely sounds. Wrapping both of his legs around Fai, his breath hitches. He doesn't stop there, though. ]
More.
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And another escapes, too, when Gentaro asks for more. But really, who is Fai to deny him what he wants? He certainly can't, not with the warmth blossoming in his chest and the aching desire traveling through his veins.
So, Fai gives Gentaro exactly what he wants, quickening his pace as he tries to drive himself deeper and deeper into Gentaro with each thrust. ]