[ He chuckles breathlessly and runs a hand through Fai's hair. ]
You're very distracting yourself, you know.
[ Seeing Fai there, between his legs... his breath hitches, eyes half-lidded and watching him intently. He cradles the back of his head, like something precious--and he is, very much so.
If it were anyone else but Fai, he'd be embarrassed by how responsive he is. He moans in response to the teeth at his thighs. As much as he'd like to keep his eyes open, they flutter shut, as if in anticipation. ]
[ Gentaro is beautiful, but he's even moreseo from this angle... Fai smiles softly against his skin, nipping at another spot before sucking at his skin. As much as he'd like to spend hours doing just this, he knows he can't, so he slowly but surely presses a trail of kisses up to Gentaro's hip.
At the same time, Fai works the lube over his fingers, making sure they're slick enough so that by the time he licks a line up Gentaro's cock, his finger can press gently at his entrance with no issues. ]
[ Fai will certainly get his chance later. After tonight, Gentaro doesn't think he can go back to sleeping alone. That depends on Fai, of course, but he doubts there'll be an objection.
He lets out a quiet sigh, opening his eyes when he feels that lovely mouth against his hip. That smile will never stop affecting him; he's entranced by how beautiful Fai is, how careful and loving he treats him. He trusts Fai more than anyone else here, so when he slides his finger in, there's no resistance. Gentaro shudders and reaches down to cup Fai's cheek. Not for the first or last time, he feels on the edge of something pivotal, but he can't put a name to it.
Not yet. Instead, he brushes his thumb against Fai's cheek, and breathes out-- ]
[ Ah, that's exactly the reaction he wanted, and he tilts his head into that touch, his eyes closing for just a moment as he takes in that affection. Moving his finger around to coax him open further, Fai starts to slowly thrust it, getting Gentaro used to the feeling before he adds another.
As he makes work of him, Fai takes Gentaro into his mouth, sucking lightly on the tip of his cock before taking him far enough that it hits the back of his throat. It's a good thing he learned how to push past his gag reflex so long ago, isn't it? ]
[ He's stunning. Gentaro could watch him forever, could touch him for much, much longer. As long as he can make Fai lean into his touch and make him smile, that's more than enough.
He won't say no to this, though. Never.
His eyes, half-lidded, are locked onto Fai. He lets out a breath, relaxing around Fai's fingers. Gentaro should expect it, but somehow, he doesn't. Fai's mouth is warm and wet wrapped around him; if he isn't careful, he'll become addicted, but is that really a terrible thing?
He has to hold back from thrusting suddenly, but he lets out a groan, thighs trembling. ]
[ Ah, his thighs are already trembling... Fai can't help but feel some sort of satisfaction in that, knowing he might undo Gentaro before he even starts fucking him. It shows in his eyes too as they sparkle with a glint of amusement as their gazes meet.
There's something about seeing a man usually so composed slowly undone like this that he can't help but feel a sense of accomplishment. Yet at the same time, he feels like he's settling closer to Gentaro, warm affection blooming in his chest at every sound he makes.
Hollowing out his cheeks, he sucks as he starts to bob his head up and down along Gentaro's cock. His fingers moves in tandem, slowly stretching Gentaro before eventually pressing right to the side of his prostate, teasing him with the pleasure of what he could have should he give in and directly hit that spot. ]
[ Already, he feels closer to him, too. There's nowhere to hide, but here's the thing: Gentaro doesn't want to hide. Being vulnerable is terrifying, but Fai somehow makes it easier to accept. What's more, Gentaro wants him to dig through the walls around his entire being and settle there.
His heart aches sweetly, and Gentaro welcomes it. If he puts himself in Fai's hands thoroughly and completely, then he wouldn't regret it.
His touch, the wet heat of his mouth--he wants this, for now and always. Gentaro moans low and breathless, back arching. Sparks burn through him, and he still holds back. The thread of it unravels completely at that press close enough to his prostate, and Gentaro lets out a cry as he grips desperately at Fai's hair. ]
[ The tug at his hair drags a moan out of Fai, the slight pain that comes with the display of Gentaro's pleasure all the more delightful for him. It's so unrestrained, so real that he feels closer to him in this very moment. For someone who has never viewed sex as the act of growing closer through shared intimacy, this is new and exciting territory.
He finally massages that spot, allowing his fingers to directly hit it, his gaze searching Gentaro's face to see how he'll react. Part of him is attempting to push Gentaro over the edge now, his tongue pressing purposefully at the tip of Gentaro's cock while his hand strokes what his mouth doesn't cover. Exhausting Gentaro isn't at the top of his list, but it'd be nice to see what he looks like when pleasured while he's still sensitive. ]
[ React he does, and it doesn't take long. Gentaro doesn't disappoint, either. He holds on desperately to Fai's hair; luckily for him, his grip tightens only a little more. With a sharp, gasping cry he can't hold back even if he wanted, Gentaro comes, throwing his head back and arching up.
It's good, almost too good, but Gentaro wouldn't trade this for anything. Not even when he's merciless and Gentaro's choking out breathless gasps and moans, mingling with Fai's name. Not that Gentaro actually minds, of course. He is a masochist.
He looks down at Fai, so beautiful between his legs. Gentaro eases the grip on his hair, pushing it back from his eyes to watch him with hazy, half-lidded eyes. ]
[ That tighter grip on his hair is enough warning for Fai to position himself so that Gentaro's come doesn't hit the back of his throat, allowing Fai to swallow it easily enough.
He presses a kiss to the tip of Gentaro's cock before pulling away. ]
You're quite beautiful when you come. I hope you're aware of that.
[ His voice is a little bit raw, but there's plenty of teasing affection in it despite that. ]
[ Gentaro shudders, and if he weren't already flushed and in such a state, he'd have turned a brilliant shade of red. Gently, he slides a hand down to his cheek, holding it there as he catches his breath. ]
I wouldn't know, [ he replies, still a touch breathless but full of affection and something that runs deeper. ] You'd be the first to tell me.
[ He feels so warm and light, and his heart feels fuller than it's ever been. He sits up slightly, enough so he can lean forward and press his lips to Fai's forehead. ]
[ Fai leans into that touch, Gentaro's hand more than welcome. His lips, however, are their own reward as Fai sighs softly, closing his eyes for a moment when he feels them against his forehead. The slightly giddy smile on his face is impossible to hide. ]
Hehe... I'm glad to be the first, since I'm completely sincere. [ He opens his eyes, pressing a kiss to Gentaro's cheek. ] And you're beautiful now too. Seeing this side of you is more than I could ask for.
[ They're both raw and unmasked, letting their own vulnerabilities show through. It's scary, but freeing at the same time. The fact that Fai gets to share this moment with Gentaro only makes it better. ]
[ He says it with complete conviction. Fai is sincere. That they both wear masks every day--though he isn't sure how deep Fai's runs--means nothing when they're alone like this. Gentaro's never believed he could have something like this.
His gaze softens, and he finally admits to himself, I'm in love.
The impact of that realization nearly knocks the breath out of him. Gentaro wraps his arms around his neck, pulling him flush against him as he leans back. Not a moment later, he kisses him, deep and languid and filled with all the things he can't quite give voice to. ]
[ That kiss is just about everything he wants—emotions left unsaid that can easily be expressed in the way their bodies press together, the way his tongue slides against Gentaro's. He can't help the soft groan that escapes him, a hand resting against Gentaro's chest, right where his heart is.
Eventually, he reluctantly breaks the kiss, his lips still hovering right against Gentaro's. ]
[ Underneath Fai's palm, his heart quickens and beats harder. That groan, the touch--it's everything. Gentaro steals another kiss greedily and runs his hand through his hair. ]
And here I was beginning to wonder if you would. [ He squeezes Fai's hand. ] You don't have to ask. I've already given my heart to you. The rest--especially this--is easy to give.
[ He laughs, a soft huff, as he presses a kiss to Gentaro's cheek. ]
Then let me no longer keep you waiting.
[ Fai has done this many times, but in this moment? He feels nervous, his heartbeat mirroring the quickness with which Gentaro's beats. Letting out a slow breath, he pours more lube over himself before grabbing onto Gentaro's hip, lining their bodies up before slowly sliding himself in.
[ The tenderness Fai has shown him makes his heart ache. His eyes soften, and Gentaro holds onto both of his shoulders. Needless to say, he's nervous, too. Now, he can freely admit that he trusts Fai with everything he is. That overpowers anything else.
It takes a few moments for Gentaro to adjust, but when he does, he lets out a shuddering breath. He doesn't close his own eyes just yet, because he wants to etch this moment into his memory forever. He gazes up at Fai with pupils blown wide, but it's a look of wonder and affection and love. He looks up at Fai like he's hung the moon and the stars and the sun in the sky. ]
[ Gentaro feels incredible around him, hot and tight around his cock, but also warm and solid underneath and around him. In all honesty, he feels perfect. He looks down at Gentaro after he slowly opens his eyes, his cheeks flushed and his lips slightly parted as he pants softly. ]
You… really are amazing.
[ In the way he feels, the way he looks, the way he makes Fai himself feel… sharing a moment as intimate as this is a first for Fai, but it’s one he wants to commit to memory. That’s why he doesn’t move for a few moments, simply gazing back down at Gentaro instead. He wants to etch that look in his eyes into his memory, to keep and hold safe whenever he needs it.
Letting his heart feel full like this is much, much nicer than he ever thought it would be.
Yet he can’t stay like this forever, as much as he wants to. So, he starts to rock into Gentaro, slow and sweet. ]
[ Amazing... Gentaro still isn't sure about that. But all the same, Fai makes it all to easy to want to believe. He doesn't think it'll ever stop feeling that way. He hopes it never will. And from the way Gentaro's breath catches at the praise, it should be all too obvious how much it affects him.
He loops his arms around Fai's neck, eyes fluttering shut as Fai moves. How good it feels is impossible to hold back, and Gentaro lets out a low moan. Not content to be solely passive, Gentaro hooks a leg around Fai's hip and rolls his hips. It's still all so new, but the overwhelming love and trust he has for him bolsters his confidence.
Pulling Fai closer, he nuzzles against his neck, then gently bites. ]
[ That confidence is absolutely not lost on Fai, and neither is the way Gentaro’s breath catches at the praise. Of course, it’s hard not to let his own thoughts turn to pure mush when Gentaro’s leg is wrapped warm and solid around his hip and his teeth are pressing into his skin.
Fai moans, his thrusts getting harder without him realizing it. Seems like he can’t help himself with a force as powerful as Gentaro is underneath him.
Thankfully, he still remembers that very, very important thing—praise. Fai tilts his head, his lips closer to Gentaro’s ear and his erratic breaths hot against his skin. ]
You feel so perfect around me. Hot… and tight. I can’t get enough.
[ Will this be the right kind of praise? Fai really has no shame, so he can cycle through everything in the book until he finds exactly what Gentaro craves. ]
[ As if it couldn't be and feel more perfect, Gentaro cries out against his neck. This might be his first (and, he hopes, not his last), but he certainly isn't made of glass. Each thrust punches a gasp out of him, breathless and overwhelmed in the best way.
His nails dig into Fai's back, almost like if he doesn't hold on, he'll break into pieces and fall away. It's difficult to not, though, with that voice and that breath against his ear-- His nails dig in deeper, a low, needy moan sounding at the praise. It goes straight to his cock, and desperate for more, Gentaro rocks against him. ]
Nnh-- [ It's hard to string a sentence together, but Gentaro is nothing if not stubborn. ] Are you enjoying... teasing me?
[ Clearly, though, he's not complaining at all, because he tightens his leg around his hip to draw him closer. ]
[ He picks up his pace, enough for it to be noticeable, but not so intense that Fai doesn’t feel like he’s about to tip right over the edge. He can’t have that happening just yet, not when he’s getting so many of those heavenly reactions out of Gentaro.
A soft laugh escapes him, eventually turning into a hiss when those fingernails of his dig right into Fai’s back. It’s right on the line of painful and pleasurable, and a small part of him hopes that Gentaro’s nails break the skin. ]
Of course I am. How can I not, when each word I say seems to bring out another one of those sounds?
[ His voice, while half breathless, still has that lilting, teasing quality to it. It’s hard to break that little habit, especially when he can use it to his advantage like this. ]
[ He's too far gone to notice that hiss. Even if he had, he couldn't stop himself from holding on tighter, nails digging in deeper. Every nerve feels like it's electrified, like he'll burn up and lose himself completely.
It's fine if it's Fai, though. More than fine--he's made himself so vulnerable, and he'd do it again and again. ]
You're a terrible tease...
[ Breathless and voice close to wrecked, he arches up into him. Gentaro draws him in closer, more than anyone else has been in body and heart. He moans right into Fai's ear, determined to draw out Fai's own lovely sounds. Wrapping both of his legs around Fai, his breath hitches. He doesn't stop there, though. ]
[ He laughs again, soft and incredibly breathless, even as Gentaro's nails dig into his back. That pain combined with the warmth of his body surrounding Fai in every conceivable way is more than enough to draw a low grown past his lips.
And another escapes, too, when Gentaro asks for more. But really, who is Fai to deny him what he wants? He certainly can't, not with the warmth blossoming in his chest and the aching desire traveling through his veins.
So, Fai gives Gentaro exactly what he wants, quickening his pace as he tries to drive himself deeper and deeper into Gentaro with each thrust. ]
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You're very distracting yourself, you know.
[ Seeing Fai there, between his legs... his breath hitches, eyes half-lidded and watching him intently. He cradles the back of his head, like something precious--and he is, very much so.
If it were anyone else but Fai, he'd be embarrassed by how responsive he is. He moans in response to the teeth at his thighs. As much as he'd like to keep his eyes open, they flutter shut, as if in anticipation. ]
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At the same time, Fai works the lube over his fingers, making sure they're slick enough so that by the time he licks a line up Gentaro's cock, his finger can press gently at his entrance with no issues. ]
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He lets out a quiet sigh, opening his eyes when he feels that lovely mouth against his hip. That smile will never stop affecting him; he's entranced by how beautiful Fai is, how careful and loving he treats him. He trusts Fai more than anyone else here, so when he slides his finger in, there's no resistance. Gentaro shudders and reaches down to cup Fai's cheek. Not for the first or last time, he feels on the edge of something pivotal, but he can't put a name to it.
Not yet. Instead, he brushes his thumb against Fai's cheek, and breathes out-- ]
Fai.
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As he makes work of him, Fai takes Gentaro into his mouth, sucking lightly on the tip of his cock before taking him far enough that it hits the back of his throat. It's a good thing he learned how to push past his gag reflex so long ago, isn't it? ]
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He won't say no to this, though. Never.
His eyes, half-lidded, are locked onto Fai. He lets out a breath, relaxing around Fai's fingers. Gentaro should expect it, but somehow, he doesn't. Fai's mouth is warm and wet wrapped around him; if he isn't careful, he'll become addicted, but is that really a terrible thing?
He has to hold back from thrusting suddenly, but he lets out a groan, thighs trembling. ]
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There's something about seeing a man usually so composed slowly undone like this that he can't help but feel a sense of accomplishment. Yet at the same time, he feels like he's settling closer to Gentaro, warm affection blooming in his chest at every sound he makes.
Hollowing out his cheeks, he sucks as he starts to bob his head up and down along Gentaro's cock. His fingers moves in tandem, slowly stretching Gentaro before eventually pressing right to the side of his prostate, teasing him with the pleasure of what he could have should he give in and directly hit that spot. ]
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His heart aches sweetly, and Gentaro welcomes it. If he puts himself in Fai's hands thoroughly and completely, then he wouldn't regret it.
His touch, the wet heat of his mouth--he wants this, for now and always. Gentaro moans low and breathless, back arching. Sparks burn through him, and he still holds back. The thread of it unravels completely at that press close enough to his prostate, and Gentaro lets out a cry as he grips desperately at Fai's hair. ]
sorry for taking so long aaaaaa
He finally massages that spot, allowing his fingers to directly hit it, his gaze searching Gentaro's face to see how he'll react. Part of him is attempting to push Gentaro over the edge now, his tongue pressing purposefully at the tip of Gentaro's cock while his hand strokes what his mouth doesn't cover. Exhausting Gentaro isn't at the top of his list, but it'd be nice to see what he looks like when pleasured while he's still sensitive. ]
how dare you (affectionate)
It's good, almost too good, but Gentaro wouldn't trade this for anything. Not even when he's merciless and Gentaro's choking out breathless gasps and moans, mingling with Fai's name. Not that Gentaro actually minds, of course. He is a masochist.
He looks down at Fai, so beautiful between his legs. Gentaro eases the grip on his hair, pushing it back from his eyes to watch him with hazy, half-lidded eyes. ]
Fai--
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He presses a kiss to the tip of Gentaro's cock before pulling away. ]
You're quite beautiful when you come. I hope you're aware of that.
[ His voice is a little bit raw, but there's plenty of teasing affection in it despite that. ]
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I wouldn't know, [ he replies, still a touch breathless but full of affection and something that runs deeper. ] You'd be the first to tell me.
[ He feels so warm and light, and his heart feels fuller than it's ever been. He sits up slightly, enough so he can lean forward and press his lips to Fai's forehead. ]
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Hehe... I'm glad to be the first, since I'm completely sincere. [ He opens his eyes, pressing a kiss to Gentaro's cheek. ] And you're beautiful now too. Seeing this side of you is more than I could ask for.
[ They're both raw and unmasked, letting their own vulnerabilities show through. It's scary, but freeing at the same time. The fact that Fai gets to share this moment with Gentaro only makes it better. ]
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[ He says it with complete conviction. Fai is sincere. That they both wear masks every day--though he isn't sure how deep Fai's runs--means nothing when they're alone like this. Gentaro's never believed he could have something like this.
His gaze softens, and he finally admits to himself, I'm in love.
The impact of that realization nearly knocks the breath out of him. Gentaro wraps his arms around his neck, pulling him flush against him as he leans back. Not a moment later, he kisses him, deep and languid and filled with all the things he can't quite give voice to. ]
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Eventually, he reluctantly breaks the kiss, his lips still hovering right against Gentaro's. ]
May I take you now?
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And here I was beginning to wonder if you would. [ He squeezes Fai's hand. ] You don't have to ask. I've already given my heart to you. The rest--especially this--is easy to give.
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Then let me no longer keep you waiting.
[ Fai has done this many times, but in this moment? He feels nervous, his heartbeat mirroring the quickness with which Gentaro's beats. Letting out a slow breath, he pours more lube over himself before grabbing onto Gentaro's hip, lining their bodies up before slowly sliding himself in.
He groans, his eyes fluttering closed. ]
Gentaro...
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It takes a few moments for Gentaro to adjust, but when he does, he lets out a shuddering breath. He doesn't close his own eyes just yet, because he wants to etch this moment into his memory forever. He gazes up at Fai with pupils blown wide, but it's a look of wonder and affection and love. He looks up at Fai like he's hung the moon and the stars and the sun in the sky. ]
Fai--
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You… really are amazing.
[ In the way he feels, the way he looks, the way he makes Fai himself feel… sharing a moment as intimate as this is a first for Fai, but it’s one he wants to commit to memory. That’s why he doesn’t move for a few moments, simply gazing back down at Gentaro instead. He wants to etch that look in his eyes into his memory, to keep and hold safe whenever he needs it.
Letting his heart feel full like this is much, much nicer than he ever thought it would be.
Yet he can’t stay like this forever, as much as he wants to. So, he starts to rock into Gentaro, slow and sweet. ]
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He loops his arms around Fai's neck, eyes fluttering shut as Fai moves. How good it feels is impossible to hold back, and Gentaro lets out a low moan. Not content to be solely passive, Gentaro hooks a leg around Fai's hip and rolls his hips. It's still all so new, but the overwhelming love and trust he has for him bolsters his confidence.
Pulling Fai closer, he nuzzles against his neck, then gently bites. ]
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Fai moans, his thrusts getting harder without him realizing it. Seems like he can’t help himself with a force as powerful as Gentaro is underneath him.
Thankfully, he still remembers that very, very important thing—praise. Fai tilts his head, his lips closer to Gentaro’s ear and his erratic breaths hot against his skin. ]
You feel so perfect around me. Hot… and tight. I can’t get enough.
[ Will this be the right kind of praise? Fai really has no shame, so he can cycle through everything in the book until he finds exactly what Gentaro craves. ]
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His nails dig into Fai's back, almost like if he doesn't hold on, he'll break into pieces and fall away. It's difficult to not, though, with that voice and that breath against his ear-- His nails dig in deeper, a low, needy moan sounding at the praise. It goes straight to his cock, and desperate for more, Gentaro rocks against him. ]
Nnh-- [ It's hard to string a sentence together, but Gentaro is nothing if not stubborn. ] Are you enjoying... teasing me?
[ Clearly, though, he's not complaining at all, because he tightens his leg around his hip to draw him closer. ]
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A soft laugh escapes him, eventually turning into a hiss when those fingernails of his dig right into Fai’s back. It’s right on the line of painful and pleasurable, and a small part of him hopes that Gentaro’s nails break the skin. ]
Of course I am. How can I not, when each word I say seems to bring out another one of those sounds?
[ His voice, while half breathless, still has that lilting, teasing quality to it. It’s hard to break that little habit, especially when he can use it to his advantage like this. ]
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It's fine if it's Fai, though. More than fine--he's made himself so vulnerable, and he'd do it again and again. ]
You're a terrible tease...
[ Breathless and voice close to wrecked, he arches up into him. Gentaro draws him in closer, more than anyone else has been in body and heart. He moans right into Fai's ear, determined to draw out Fai's own lovely sounds. Wrapping both of his legs around Fai, his breath hitches. He doesn't stop there, though. ]
More.
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And another escapes, too, when Gentaro asks for more. But really, who is Fai to deny him what he wants? He certainly can't, not with the warmth blossoming in his chest and the aching desire traveling through his veins.
So, Fai gives Gentaro exactly what he wants, quickening his pace as he tries to drive himself deeper and deeper into Gentaro with each thrust. ]