[ Gentaro props himself up on his elbows, watching Fai intently. He really is stunning, beautiful in a way that threatens to steal his breath away. Now that they've let their feelings be known, Gentaro thinks he'll never stop marveling at Fai, at his gentle care.
He's standing at the edge of something--something he knows, but has never put words to. But maybe tonight--
He shakes that thought away, because the urge to touch Fai and never stop touching him is so intense that it aches. The tension is broken, though, and Gentaro lets out a laugh that's only half-startled. ]
Mmm. I suppose I'll have to make that judgment for myself, won't I? Now... would you like to have the honor of undressing me?
[ His shirt is already off, but there's something very appealing about Fai finishing the rest. ]
[ He pulls him onto the bed by his shirt, and for a few moments, he focuses on exploring his chest with gentle hands. He presses a kiss to the hollow of Fai's throat, his neck, behind his ear.
It's not enough to satisfy him exactly, but they do have all night. Gentaro kisses his throat one more time before pushing Fai's shirt off his shoulders. ]
[ He closes his eyes, relishing in the feeling of Gentaro's lips pressed against his skin. This is absolutely something he could get used to, something he'll always enjoy. His breath hitches in certain spots—namely around his neck—and he doesn't hide that he's more sensitive in certain places than others.
Fai lets the shirt fall to the bed as he tilts his head just a bit. ]
I think... you're much more breathtaking than I am.
[ It's hard to believe these sorts of things about himself, but maybe he can with Gentaro's help. ]
[ Those reactions are lovely, and Gentaro files that information away for later. He's very certain he'll make excellent use of that many, many times. He runs his hands down his sides, soaking in Fai's warmth. With a soft hum, he places a kiss over his heart. ]
Mmm... I'd have to disagree. [ He takes Fai's hand and kisses the back of it. ] You see, I have quite the eye for beauty. I've met many beautiful, lovely people, but you...
[ Gentaro pulls him close to kiss him, slow and languid and loving. ]
[ Fai is so warm and solid and sturdy against him, he doesn't think he'll ever stop craving this. It's overwhelming to be this close, to see Fai look at him like that and feel his heart pounding against Gentaro's own racing heart.
And what he says-- Gentaro lets out a breathless chuckle, pulling him as close as possible. ]
... Well, if it's you saying such sweet things, I suppose I can believe it.
[ He sinks one hand into Fai's hair, then kisses him. It's soft at first, then intensifies, because Gentaro wants him so badly it aches. ]
[ As long as Gentaro believes him... that's all Fai cares about. It sure makes him a hypocrite, but he doesn't care. Gentaro is warm and beautiful.
Fai returns the kiss with the same fervor, eagerly sliding his tongue against Gentaro's and letting the pleasure that simple act brings resonate throughout his body. His hand rests on Gentaro's shoulder for a few seconds before sliding down over his chest and stomach before he palms him over his pants.
Gentaro wanted Fai to undress him, but he can consider this a preview of sorts for now. ]
[ Every touch makes him crave more. Gentaro's hands tighten on Fai's shoulder, in his hair. He kisses him, more desperate as he pushes his tongue against his. If wanting more makes him greedy, he'll accept it. How can he not, when Fai's treating him so well?
And that hand on his still-clothed cock draws a low, unrestrained moan from him. He's so hard already that he rocks up against Fai's hand for more. ]
[ That sound leaves him with a deep burning want that Fai finds himself wanting to lean into, to let give into for a little while. It's a new, almost scary feeling, but he decides to let it take control anyway.
Yet even so... he doesn't want to rush this either. Which is why he lets Gentaro continue to lead the kiss while he lightly squeezes Gentaro a couple of times before slowly stroking him over his pants. With Gentaro's arousal so plainly obvious against his hand, Fai finds himself wanting to see if he can leave Gentaro breathless before ever touching him directly. ]
[ He's very okay with not rushing. It feels like a dream still, because before Fai, he'd never known how good it felt to be touched and kissed and treasured like this. There's a feeling he's afraid to name rising in his chest, stealing his breath away, and maybe that's why he pulls away briefly.
Touching their foreheads together, Gentaro holds onto both of his shoulders. There's no room for shame here, not when Fai has seen him so clearly. He rocks his hips against his hand, panting quietly. ]
[ This is right where he wants Gentaro, and Fai thinks about pushing him further, seeing exactly how far he can go without touching him directly… however, Fai wants more too.
Pulling away completely, Fai flashing a smile at him, soft and sweet, before pushing Gentaro back onto the bed. Fai wastes no time in working on undoing his pants, unzipping whatever he has to and unbuttoning whatever requires his attention. Soon enough, he’s pulling on both Gentaro’s pants and underwear, urging his hips up to help them off so he can throw them somewhere behind him. ]
[ Fai's smile gets to him again, and Gentaro watches him intently. He could write ballads and epics about Fai and his beauty, his warmth, and all the little things that make him who he is.
He lifts his hips at Fai's insistence, and once they're off, Gentaro tugs him in close to press against him. They've never been so close, and the skin to skin contact is almost overwhelming. He kisses him hungrily, hooking one leg around his hip and rocks against him. ]
[ How bold of him... Fai raises his eyebrows as Gentaro tugs him close, layers of clothes no longer in the way making the warmth radiating from Gentaro's skin feel like it almost burns. It's a good sort of burn, though, the kind that has Fai meeting him halfway as he rolls his hips, a soft sound escaping from his throat.
He wants more, but the simplicity of this sort of pleasure is almost addictive. ]
[ Gentaro's surprised at his own boldness, but he's too caught up in everything Fai's making him feel. Physically and emotionally, that is; this is dangerous, because now that he has him, he doesn't want to let him go.
He pulls away, though, flushed and panting softly. ]
I recall you were going to show me how good you are with your fingers.
Hehe... oh, right. You distracted me, you naughty man.
[ Fai laughs, pulling away from Gentaro even though he desperately doesn't want to. He does get to settle between his legs, however, which is still a delightful place to be.
Pushing on one of his knees to urge Gentaro's legs further apart, Fai lightly nips at the soft skin of his inner thighs while his free hand pops open the lube to spread it on his fingers. It's a delicate process. ]
[ He chuckles breathlessly and runs a hand through Fai's hair. ]
You're very distracting yourself, you know.
[ Seeing Fai there, between his legs... his breath hitches, eyes half-lidded and watching him intently. He cradles the back of his head, like something precious--and he is, very much so.
If it were anyone else but Fai, he'd be embarrassed by how responsive he is. He moans in response to the teeth at his thighs. As much as he'd like to keep his eyes open, they flutter shut, as if in anticipation. ]
[ Gentaro is beautiful, but he's even moreseo from this angle... Fai smiles softly against his skin, nipping at another spot before sucking at his skin. As much as he'd like to spend hours doing just this, he knows he can't, so he slowly but surely presses a trail of kisses up to Gentaro's hip.
At the same time, Fai works the lube over his fingers, making sure they're slick enough so that by the time he licks a line up Gentaro's cock, his finger can press gently at his entrance with no issues. ]
[ Fai will certainly get his chance later. After tonight, Gentaro doesn't think he can go back to sleeping alone. That depends on Fai, of course, but he doubts there'll be an objection.
He lets out a quiet sigh, opening his eyes when he feels that lovely mouth against his hip. That smile will never stop affecting him; he's entranced by how beautiful Fai is, how careful and loving he treats him. He trusts Fai more than anyone else here, so when he slides his finger in, there's no resistance. Gentaro shudders and reaches down to cup Fai's cheek. Not for the first or last time, he feels on the edge of something pivotal, but he can't put a name to it.
Not yet. Instead, he brushes his thumb against Fai's cheek, and breathes out-- ]
[ Ah, that's exactly the reaction he wanted, and he tilts his head into that touch, his eyes closing for just a moment as he takes in that affection. Moving his finger around to coax him open further, Fai starts to slowly thrust it, getting Gentaro used to the feeling before he adds another.
As he makes work of him, Fai takes Gentaro into his mouth, sucking lightly on the tip of his cock before taking him far enough that it hits the back of his throat. It's a good thing he learned how to push past his gag reflex so long ago, isn't it? ]
[ He's stunning. Gentaro could watch him forever, could touch him for much, much longer. As long as he can make Fai lean into his touch and make him smile, that's more than enough.
He won't say no to this, though. Never.
His eyes, half-lidded, are locked onto Fai. He lets out a breath, relaxing around Fai's fingers. Gentaro should expect it, but somehow, he doesn't. Fai's mouth is warm and wet wrapped around him; if he isn't careful, he'll become addicted, but is that really a terrible thing?
He has to hold back from thrusting suddenly, but he lets out a groan, thighs trembling. ]
[ Ah, his thighs are already trembling... Fai can't help but feel some sort of satisfaction in that, knowing he might undo Gentaro before he even starts fucking him. It shows in his eyes too as they sparkle with a glint of amusement as their gazes meet.
There's something about seeing a man usually so composed slowly undone like this that he can't help but feel a sense of accomplishment. Yet at the same time, he feels like he's settling closer to Gentaro, warm affection blooming in his chest at every sound he makes.
Hollowing out his cheeks, he sucks as he starts to bob his head up and down along Gentaro's cock. His fingers moves in tandem, slowly stretching Gentaro before eventually pressing right to the side of his prostate, teasing him with the pleasure of what he could have should he give in and directly hit that spot. ]
[ Already, he feels closer to him, too. There's nowhere to hide, but here's the thing: Gentaro doesn't want to hide. Being vulnerable is terrifying, but Fai somehow makes it easier to accept. What's more, Gentaro wants him to dig through the walls around his entire being and settle there.
His heart aches sweetly, and Gentaro welcomes it. If he puts himself in Fai's hands thoroughly and completely, then he wouldn't regret it.
His touch, the wet heat of his mouth--he wants this, for now and always. Gentaro moans low and breathless, back arching. Sparks burn through him, and he still holds back. The thread of it unravels completely at that press close enough to his prostate, and Gentaro lets out a cry as he grips desperately at Fai's hair. ]
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He's standing at the edge of something--something he knows, but has never put words to. But maybe tonight--
He shakes that thought away, because the urge to touch Fai and never stop touching him is so intense that it aches. The tension is broken, though, and Gentaro lets out a laugh that's only half-startled. ]
Mmm. I suppose I'll have to make that judgment for myself, won't I? Now... would you like to have the honor of undressing me?
[ His shirt is already off, but there's something very appealing about Fai finishing the rest. ]
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[ He tosses the lube on the bed as he walks over, his own shirt only unbuttoned and not yet fully off. ]
I'll let you do the same to me as well. Help me pull off my shirt?
[ Sure, he could easily shake it off, but it's more fun if Gentaro pushes it off his shoulders. ]
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[ He pulls him onto the bed by his shirt, and for a few moments, he focuses on exploring his chest with gentle hands. He presses a kiss to the hollow of Fai's throat, his neck, behind his ear.
It's not enough to satisfy him exactly, but they do have all night. Gentaro kisses his throat one more time before pushing Fai's shirt off his shoulders. ]
You're breathtaking, Fai.
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Fai lets the shirt fall to the bed as he tilts his head just a bit. ]
I think... you're much more breathtaking than I am.
[ It's hard to believe these sorts of things about himself, but maybe he can with Gentaro's help. ]
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Mmm... I'd have to disagree. [ He takes Fai's hand and kisses the back of it. ] You see, I have quite the eye for beauty. I've met many beautiful, lovely people, but you...
[ Gentaro pulls him close to kiss him, slow and languid and loving. ]
You easily put them all to shame.
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Ah... I should've known you'd have a way with words, what with you being an author and all.
[ It even has his heart hammering in his chest, something Gentaro can surely feel with their proximity. ]
I hope you're aware that you're quite lovely yourself.
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And what he says-- Gentaro lets out a breathless chuckle, pulling him as close as possible. ]
... Well, if it's you saying such sweet things, I suppose I can believe it.
[ He sinks one hand into Fai's hair, then kisses him. It's soft at first, then intensifies, because Gentaro wants him so badly it aches. ]
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Fai returns the kiss with the same fervor, eagerly sliding his tongue against Gentaro's and letting the pleasure that simple act brings resonate throughout his body. His hand rests on Gentaro's shoulder for a few seconds before sliding down over his chest and stomach before he palms him over his pants.
Gentaro wanted Fai to undress him, but he can consider this a preview of sorts for now. ]
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And that hand on his still-clothed cock draws a low, unrestrained moan from him. He's so hard already that he rocks up against Fai's hand for more. ]
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Yet even so... he doesn't want to rush this either. Which is why he lets Gentaro continue to lead the kiss while he lightly squeezes Gentaro a couple of times before slowly stroking him over his pants. With Gentaro's arousal so plainly obvious against his hand, Fai finds himself wanting to see if he can leave Gentaro breathless before ever touching him directly. ]
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Touching their foreheads together, Gentaro holds onto both of his shoulders. There's no room for shame here, not when Fai has seen him so clearly. He rocks his hips against his hand, panting quietly. ]
Fai.
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You're a little needy, aren't you?
[ He chuckles, his breath fanning out against Gentaro's face. ]
It's cute. I like it when someone as handsome as you is needy.
[ Fai turns his head, leaning forward to press a kiss to Gentaro's cheek and then a trail of them down his jaw. ]
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Can you blame me?
[ If Fai wanted to make him breathless just like this, Gentaro's getting very close to that point, if his voice is any indication. ]
More... please--
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Pulling away completely, Fai flashing a smile at him, soft and sweet, before pushing Gentaro back onto the bed. Fai wastes no time in working on undoing his pants, unzipping whatever he has to and unbuttoning whatever requires his attention. Soon enough, he’s pulling on both Gentaro’s pants and underwear, urging his hips up to help them off so he can throw them somewhere behind him. ]
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He lifts his hips at Fai's insistence, and once they're off, Gentaro tugs him in close to press against him. They've never been so close, and the skin to skin contact is almost overwhelming. He kisses him hungrily, hooking one leg around his hip and rocks against him. ]
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He wants more, but the simplicity of this sort of pleasure is almost addictive. ]
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He pulls away, though, flushed and panting softly. ]
I recall you were going to show me how good you are with your fingers.
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[ Fai laughs, pulling away from Gentaro even though he desperately doesn't want to. He does get to settle between his legs, however, which is still a delightful place to be.
Pushing on one of his knees to urge Gentaro's legs further apart, Fai lightly nips at the soft skin of his inner thighs while his free hand pops open the lube to spread it on his fingers. It's a delicate process. ]
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You're very distracting yourself, you know.
[ Seeing Fai there, between his legs... his breath hitches, eyes half-lidded and watching him intently. He cradles the back of his head, like something precious--and he is, very much so.
If it were anyone else but Fai, he'd be embarrassed by how responsive he is. He moans in response to the teeth at his thighs. As much as he'd like to keep his eyes open, they flutter shut, as if in anticipation. ]
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At the same time, Fai works the lube over his fingers, making sure they're slick enough so that by the time he licks a line up Gentaro's cock, his finger can press gently at his entrance with no issues. ]
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He lets out a quiet sigh, opening his eyes when he feels that lovely mouth against his hip. That smile will never stop affecting him; he's entranced by how beautiful Fai is, how careful and loving he treats him. He trusts Fai more than anyone else here, so when he slides his finger in, there's no resistance. Gentaro shudders and reaches down to cup Fai's cheek. Not for the first or last time, he feels on the edge of something pivotal, but he can't put a name to it.
Not yet. Instead, he brushes his thumb against Fai's cheek, and breathes out-- ]
Fai.
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As he makes work of him, Fai takes Gentaro into his mouth, sucking lightly on the tip of his cock before taking him far enough that it hits the back of his throat. It's a good thing he learned how to push past his gag reflex so long ago, isn't it? ]
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He won't say no to this, though. Never.
His eyes, half-lidded, are locked onto Fai. He lets out a breath, relaxing around Fai's fingers. Gentaro should expect it, but somehow, he doesn't. Fai's mouth is warm and wet wrapped around him; if he isn't careful, he'll become addicted, but is that really a terrible thing?
He has to hold back from thrusting suddenly, but he lets out a groan, thighs trembling. ]
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There's something about seeing a man usually so composed slowly undone like this that he can't help but feel a sense of accomplishment. Yet at the same time, he feels like he's settling closer to Gentaro, warm affection blooming in his chest at every sound he makes.
Hollowing out his cheeks, he sucks as he starts to bob his head up and down along Gentaro's cock. His fingers moves in tandem, slowly stretching Gentaro before eventually pressing right to the side of his prostate, teasing him with the pleasure of what he could have should he give in and directly hit that spot. ]
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His heart aches sweetly, and Gentaro welcomes it. If he puts himself in Fai's hands thoroughly and completely, then he wouldn't regret it.
His touch, the wet heat of his mouth--he wants this, for now and always. Gentaro moans low and breathless, back arching. Sparks burn through him, and he still holds back. The thread of it unravels completely at that press close enough to his prostate, and Gentaro lets out a cry as he grips desperately at Fai's hair. ]
sorry for taking so long aaaaaa
how dare you (affectionate)
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