[ Fai's gaze has nearly the same effect. They've fooled around, yes, and Gentaro had learned that he's very much the type who prefers to give--especially when it comes to kneeling between Fai's legs and making very good use of his clever tongue.
It's easier to give rather than take, because when it comes to himself, he finds himself floundering. Right now, though, he doesn't hesitate as he pulls away from Fai and makes his way over to the bed. He pulls his shirt over his head, and with a look over his shoulder-- ]
[ With the way Gentaro is, Fai can't help but feel surprised when he takes off his shirt like that, his eyes widening just a little before he smiles. ]
Well, when you say it like that...
[ Fai makes his way across the room in a few long strides and all but tackles Gentaro to the bed. He sits, straddling his hips with his knees.
Hopefully his overzealous behavior rids Gentaro of some of his anxiety. ]
[ Gentaro lets out a startled sound, then laughs, clear and bright. As he looks up at Fai, the look on his face is soft, fond, and endlessly affectionate. Needless to say, Fai's taken care of that pesky anxiety.
Honestly, at this point, it shouldn't be too much of a surprise when his cheeks flush at the compliment. ]
... You know, that flattery is far from necessary for me to climb into bed with you.
[ His fingers come up to lightly grasp Gentaro's chin. ]
It's not flattery if I'm telling the truth, now is it?
[ He laughs, soft and genuine, as he leans down, as if he's about to kiss Gentaro. But he doesn't, deciding that he'd rather push Gentaro to make the first move instead.
Fai tilts his head, appraising the way Gentaro looks underneath him. ]
[ If he could hear that laugh and see the way Fai looks at him now every day, Gentaro knows he would never be happier. Truthfully, he once thought that even if he succeeded at his revenge, the consequences would be dire; he'd lose himself in the process, maybe, from the receiving end of a true hypnosis mic.
Fai makes him think there are more outcomes than the bleak ones.
He's so close, too, and Gentaro wraps his arms around his neck. ]
... Well, you are very good at making me blush. I suppose it's not so bad after all.
[ His heart feels so warm, so full, and Gentaro gently pulls him down to press their lips together. ]
[ Smiling against Gentaro's lips, Fai eagerly soaks up the warmth he feels, quickly deepening the kiss as he lightly nips at Gentaro's bottom lip. He feels so nice, so comforting that Fai thinks he could easily melt right into this kiss.
It's strange too, the way Gentaro makes him feel. Fai had gone into this game with the sole purpose of getting enough dates that he could get his wish granted at the very end. He planned to care about nothing else, even if he had to break hearts to do so.
However... the man that showed up late is the one who ended up capturing his own heart. Now, the wish doesn't even matter to him as much. How could it, when he gets to rest his hand against the chest of a man he has real, genuine feelings for as he feels his heart beat beneath his fingers? ]
[ Underneath Fai's palm, Gentaro's heart flutters and races. Fai has become so dear to him so quickly, but that's more than alright. He's always been one to love fiercely and deeply, anyway.
... Love, huh. Or maybe simply something very close to it.
Fai's lips bring him back to the present. Gentaro lets out a soft groan at that nip, but he's not about to let him have all the fun. He buries a hand in Fai's hair, his grip between gentle and firm. He deepens the kiss and runs his tongue along Fai's bottom lip. It's a brief taste of him before he slides his tongue into his mouth, letting out a low sigh and kissing him deeper, more insistent and urgent. ]
[ A small sound escapes the back of his throat, inevitably getting swallowed up by Gentaro. He returns the urgency, eager to slide his tongue against Gentaro's as he relishes in the feeling.
His hand roams along Gentaro's chest and stomach, slow and thorough, as if he's trying to map out his skin with his hand. They likely have plenty of time for him to memorize Gentaro after this little trip (even if Fai has been too afraid to think about it more than just in the abstract), but he finds himself impatient to find out what makes him tick anyway.
Eventually, though, his thumb grazes across one of Gentaro's nipples. Is he sensitive there? Time to find out, if that's the case. ]
[ Oh-- Gentaro shivers under his touch, arching up into it. It's truly something wonderful, to have someone just as desperate in their desire kissing you and touching you. He's so caught up in Fai that it makes him pleasantly dizzy.
He wonders what will happen after this. He's opening himself up for so much, both good and bad, but for the first time, clearly... Gentaro knows he trusts Fai. That thought lights something inside him, and Gentaro kisses him deeper, more desperately.
He keeps his hand in Fai's hair, but the other moves to Fai's back. And just in time: As it turns out, he's very sensitive there. He digs his nails into his back,
[ Oh, perfect. Fai rolls Gentaro's nipple between his fingers, testing and teasing to see what sort of reactions he'll get. He has to suppress a shiver of his own at those nails digging into skin, the sensation a painfully pleasant one for him. Gentaro will surely realize in time that Fai likes it a little bit rough, so why not start to come to that realization now?
Smiling, Fai breaks the kiss to plant soft kisses along Gentaro's jaw. As eager as he is to swallow up any sounds Gentaro might make, he'd much rather hear them in full. ]
[ It's almost overwhelming, the care and attention Fai's giving him. Gentaro grips his shoulders with both hands, panting quietly. He doesn't look away from him, pupils blown wide, as he drags his nails down his back.
Fai's lips are soft and warm, and finally Gentaro's eyes flutter shut. He's so gentle, so attentive, that Gentaro feels his chest tighten. But it's not at all unpleasant. It's just that he'd never thought he'd be treated like this.
He cranes his neck, silently asking for more. That silence turns into a breathless sigh-- ]
[ Fai's own breath fans out against Gentaro's skin when he feels those nails dragging down his back. He desperately wants to pull more of this side of Gentaro out, and so he grazes his teeth against Gentaro's skin as he follows that silent cue for more. He leaves a mark too, testing Gentaro's sensitivity there too.
Rolling a nipple between his fingers, he smiles against Gentaro's skin. ]
How would you like me tonight, Gentaro?
[ Either way, Fai plans to lavish him with plenty of attention. ]
[ He isn't sure if he's just sensitive in all the places Fai happens to work his magic, or if it's everything surrounded the night. It could be both, but... each time Fai has touched him before, he's been almost embarrassingly responsive. Fai leaves his mark, and Gentaro moans softly.
He feels like he's burning up, but he knows he's safe with Fai.
And Fai is asking him what he wants. Gentaro feels his heart squeeze again, and for a few moments, he isn't sure what to say. What he wants-- Who, aside from Dice and Ramuda, had ever asked him that? ]
I-- [ He takes a deep breath, still lost in Fai's touch and his kisses. He looks unsure, because Gentaro wants so much that he doesn't know where to start. ] However you want me.
[ Laughing softly against his skin, Fai pulls away to get a good look at Gentaro’s face. With how responsive he’s been, Fai’s own cheeks are flushed a light pink, his pupils blown wide. ]
That’s the problem… I’ll have you whatever way you’ll let me.
[ He smiles, his hand stilling on Gentaro’s chest. ]
What would you like most in this moment? There’s plenty of time for more, after all.
Gentaro's eyes widen, and he can't speak again. Asking him outright... if he didn't care so deeply for Fai already, this would do it. He takes in a deep breath and places his hand over Fai's. Underneath their palms, his heart races.
Fai is beautiful, and as Gentaro looks up at him, he thinks that maybe it's alright to be a little selfish sometimes. ]
You, [ he starts, low and soft and rough all at once. He grips Fai's hand gently, brings it up to his lips, and kisses each of his fingers. ] Inside me.
[ He can't help the smile on his face, sweet and full of affection, as he watches Gentaro kiss his fingers. It's such a sweet gesture that it sets his own heart beating quick, practically banging against his chest.
Reluctantly, Fai pulls away so he can get up and grab the lube from his nightstand. It's seen its fair share of use here, but he doesn't think Gentaro will mind so much. And while he's up, Fai starts to undo the buttons on his shirt. ]
Now, I'll have to warn you... I'm very good with my fingers.
[ He grins at Gentaro, hoping to dispel whatever tension might be remaining for him. ]
[ Gentaro props himself up on his elbows, watching Fai intently. He really is stunning, beautiful in a way that threatens to steal his breath away. Now that they've let their feelings be known, Gentaro thinks he'll never stop marveling at Fai, at his gentle care.
He's standing at the edge of something--something he knows, but has never put words to. But maybe tonight--
He shakes that thought away, because the urge to touch Fai and never stop touching him is so intense that it aches. The tension is broken, though, and Gentaro lets out a laugh that's only half-startled. ]
Mmm. I suppose I'll have to make that judgment for myself, won't I? Now... would you like to have the honor of undressing me?
[ His shirt is already off, but there's something very appealing about Fai finishing the rest. ]
[ He pulls him onto the bed by his shirt, and for a few moments, he focuses on exploring his chest with gentle hands. He presses a kiss to the hollow of Fai's throat, his neck, behind his ear.
It's not enough to satisfy him exactly, but they do have all night. Gentaro kisses his throat one more time before pushing Fai's shirt off his shoulders. ]
[ He closes his eyes, relishing in the feeling of Gentaro's lips pressed against his skin. This is absolutely something he could get used to, something he'll always enjoy. His breath hitches in certain spots—namely around his neck—and he doesn't hide that he's more sensitive in certain places than others.
Fai lets the shirt fall to the bed as he tilts his head just a bit. ]
I think... you're much more breathtaking than I am.
[ It's hard to believe these sorts of things about himself, but maybe he can with Gentaro's help. ]
[ Those reactions are lovely, and Gentaro files that information away for later. He's very certain he'll make excellent use of that many, many times. He runs his hands down his sides, soaking in Fai's warmth. With a soft hum, he places a kiss over his heart. ]
Mmm... I'd have to disagree. [ He takes Fai's hand and kisses the back of it. ] You see, I have quite the eye for beauty. I've met many beautiful, lovely people, but you...
[ Gentaro pulls him close to kiss him, slow and languid and loving. ]
[ Fai is so warm and solid and sturdy against him, he doesn't think he'll ever stop craving this. It's overwhelming to be this close, to see Fai look at him like that and feel his heart pounding against Gentaro's own racing heart.
And what he says-- Gentaro lets out a breathless chuckle, pulling him as close as possible. ]
... Well, if it's you saying such sweet things, I suppose I can believe it.
[ He sinks one hand into Fai's hair, then kisses him. It's soft at first, then intensifies, because Gentaro wants him so badly it aches. ]
[ As long as Gentaro believes him... that's all Fai cares about. It sure makes him a hypocrite, but he doesn't care. Gentaro is warm and beautiful.
Fai returns the kiss with the same fervor, eagerly sliding his tongue against Gentaro's and letting the pleasure that simple act brings resonate throughout his body. His hand rests on Gentaro's shoulder for a few seconds before sliding down over his chest and stomach before he palms him over his pants.
Gentaro wanted Fai to undress him, but he can consider this a preview of sorts for now. ]
[ Every touch makes him crave more. Gentaro's hands tighten on Fai's shoulder, in his hair. He kisses him, more desperate as he pushes his tongue against his. If wanting more makes him greedy, he'll accept it. How can he not, when Fai's treating him so well?
And that hand on his still-clothed cock draws a low, unrestrained moan from him. He's so hard already that he rocks up against Fai's hand for more. ]
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[ Fai's gaze has nearly the same effect. They've fooled around, yes, and Gentaro had learned that he's very much the type who prefers to give--especially when it comes to kneeling between Fai's legs and making very good use of his clever tongue.
It's easier to give rather than take, because when it comes to himself, he finds himself floundering. Right now, though, he doesn't hesitate as he pulls away from Fai and makes his way over to the bed. He pulls his shirt over his head, and with a look over his shoulder-- ]
Don't keep me waiting, now.
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Well, when you say it like that...
[ Fai makes his way across the room in a few long strides and all but tackles Gentaro to the bed. He sits, straddling his hips with his knees.
Hopefully his overzealous behavior rids Gentaro of some of his anxiety. ]
Heh... you're so cute.
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Honestly, at this point, it shouldn't be too much of a surprise when his cheeks flush at the compliment. ]
... You know, that flattery is far from necessary for me to climb into bed with you.
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[ His fingers come up to lightly grasp Gentaro's chin. ]
It's not flattery if I'm telling the truth, now is it?
[ He laughs, soft and genuine, as he leans down, as if he's about to kiss Gentaro. But he doesn't, deciding that he'd rather push Gentaro to make the first move instead.
Fai tilts his head, appraising the way Gentaro looks underneath him. ]
The way you blush is adorable.
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Fai makes him think there are more outcomes than the bleak ones.
He's so close, too, and Gentaro wraps his arms around his neck. ]
... Well, you are very good at making me blush. I suppose it's not so bad after all.
[ His heart feels so warm, so full, and Gentaro gently pulls him down to press their lips together. ]
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It's strange too, the way Gentaro makes him feel. Fai had gone into this game with the sole purpose of getting enough dates that he could get his wish granted at the very end. He planned to care about nothing else, even if he had to break hearts to do so.
However... the man that showed up late is the one who ended up capturing his own heart. Now, the wish doesn't even matter to him as much. How could it, when he gets to rest his hand against the chest of a man he has real, genuine feelings for as he feels his heart beat beneath his fingers? ]
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... Love, huh. Or maybe simply something very close to it.
Fai's lips bring him back to the present. Gentaro lets out a soft groan at that nip, but he's not about to let him have all the fun. He buries a hand in Fai's hair, his grip between gentle and firm. He deepens the kiss and runs his tongue along Fai's bottom lip. It's a brief taste of him before he slides his tongue into his mouth, letting out a low sigh and kissing him deeper, more insistent and urgent. ]
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His hand roams along Gentaro's chest and stomach, slow and thorough, as if he's trying to map out his skin with his hand. They likely have plenty of time for him to memorize Gentaro after this little trip (even if Fai has been too afraid to think about it more than just in the abstract), but he finds himself impatient to find out what makes him tick anyway.
Eventually, though, his thumb grazes across one of Gentaro's nipples. Is he sensitive there? Time to find out, if that's the case. ]
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He wonders what will happen after this. He's opening himself up for so much, both good and bad, but for the first time, clearly... Gentaro knows he trusts Fai. That thought lights something inside him, and Gentaro kisses him deeper, more desperately.
He keeps his hand in Fai's hair, but the other moves to Fai's back. And just in time: As it turns out, he's very sensitive there. He digs his nails into his back,
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Smiling, Fai breaks the kiss to plant soft kisses along Gentaro's jaw. As eager as he is to swallow up any sounds Gentaro might make, he'd much rather hear them in full. ]
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Fai's lips are soft and warm, and finally Gentaro's eyes flutter shut. He's so gentle, so attentive, that Gentaro feels his chest tighten. But it's not at all unpleasant. It's just that he'd never thought he'd be treated like this.
He cranes his neck, silently asking for more. That silence turns into a breathless sigh-- ]
Fai.
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Rolling a nipple between his fingers, he smiles against Gentaro's skin. ]
How would you like me tonight, Gentaro?
[ Either way, Fai plans to lavish him with plenty of attention. ]
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He feels like he's burning up, but he knows he's safe with Fai.
And Fai is asking him what he wants. Gentaro feels his heart squeeze again, and for a few moments, he isn't sure what to say. What he wants-- Who, aside from Dice and Ramuda, had ever asked him that? ]
I-- [ He takes a deep breath, still lost in Fai's touch and his kisses. He looks unsure, because Gentaro wants so much that he doesn't know where to start. ] However you want me.
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That’s the problem… I’ll have you whatever way you’ll let me.
[ He smiles, his hand stilling on Gentaro’s chest. ]
What would you like most in this moment? There’s plenty of time for more, after all.
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Gentaro's eyes widen, and he can't speak again. Asking him outright... if he didn't care so deeply for Fai already, this would do it. He takes in a deep breath and places his hand over Fai's. Underneath their palms, his heart races.
Fai is beautiful, and as Gentaro looks up at him, he thinks that maybe it's alright to be a little selfish sometimes. ]
You, [ he starts, low and soft and rough all at once. He grips Fai's hand gently, brings it up to his lips, and kisses each of his fingers. ] Inside me.
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[ He can't help the smile on his face, sweet and full of affection, as he watches Gentaro kiss his fingers. It's such a sweet gesture that it sets his own heart beating quick, practically banging against his chest.
Reluctantly, Fai pulls away so he can get up and grab the lube from his nightstand. It's seen its fair share of use here, but he doesn't think Gentaro will mind so much. And while he's up, Fai starts to undo the buttons on his shirt. ]
Now, I'll have to warn you... I'm very good with my fingers.
[ He grins at Gentaro, hoping to dispel whatever tension might be remaining for him. ]
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He's standing at the edge of something--something he knows, but has never put words to. But maybe tonight--
He shakes that thought away, because the urge to touch Fai and never stop touching him is so intense that it aches. The tension is broken, though, and Gentaro lets out a laugh that's only half-startled. ]
Mmm. I suppose I'll have to make that judgment for myself, won't I? Now... would you like to have the honor of undressing me?
[ His shirt is already off, but there's something very appealing about Fai finishing the rest. ]
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[ He tosses the lube on the bed as he walks over, his own shirt only unbuttoned and not yet fully off. ]
I'll let you do the same to me as well. Help me pull off my shirt?
[ Sure, he could easily shake it off, but it's more fun if Gentaro pushes it off his shoulders. ]
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[ He pulls him onto the bed by his shirt, and for a few moments, he focuses on exploring his chest with gentle hands. He presses a kiss to the hollow of Fai's throat, his neck, behind his ear.
It's not enough to satisfy him exactly, but they do have all night. Gentaro kisses his throat one more time before pushing Fai's shirt off his shoulders. ]
You're breathtaking, Fai.
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Fai lets the shirt fall to the bed as he tilts his head just a bit. ]
I think... you're much more breathtaking than I am.
[ It's hard to believe these sorts of things about himself, but maybe he can with Gentaro's help. ]
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Mmm... I'd have to disagree. [ He takes Fai's hand and kisses the back of it. ] You see, I have quite the eye for beauty. I've met many beautiful, lovely people, but you...
[ Gentaro pulls him close to kiss him, slow and languid and loving. ]
You easily put them all to shame.
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Ah... I should've known you'd have a way with words, what with you being an author and all.
[ It even has his heart hammering in his chest, something Gentaro can surely feel with their proximity. ]
I hope you're aware that you're quite lovely yourself.
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And what he says-- Gentaro lets out a breathless chuckle, pulling him as close as possible. ]
... Well, if it's you saying such sweet things, I suppose I can believe it.
[ He sinks one hand into Fai's hair, then kisses him. It's soft at first, then intensifies, because Gentaro wants him so badly it aches. ]
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Fai returns the kiss with the same fervor, eagerly sliding his tongue against Gentaro's and letting the pleasure that simple act brings resonate throughout his body. His hand rests on Gentaro's shoulder for a few seconds before sliding down over his chest and stomach before he palms him over his pants.
Gentaro wanted Fai to undress him, but he can consider this a preview of sorts for now. ]
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And that hand on his still-clothed cock draws a low, unrestrained moan from him. He's so hard already that he rocks up against Fai's hand for more. ]
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sorry for taking so long aaaaaa
how dare you (affectionate)
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